is there any cure for this? Feel like there's a war in my head and I'm a POW. It's like I'm not myself and it's starting to affect how I interact and socialize. The worst part of it is my relationships with my family. I tried to tell my brothers and they just brushed it off like it's normal and they haven't noticed but I know they're just afraid to tell me I'm a weirdo. My sister looks at me like I'm on drugs and I feel like no one feels the gravity of the situation they've just accepted it or choose to act like it's nothing . But the truth is that it's terrifying. I've always had anxiety, ADD, and depression but they were like headache or something that was never serious I never gave thought too. I always thought people who suffered from this were weak minded but it's not the case my situation cause it's like my mind isn't my mind I know I'm stronger than this but it's just out of my control. I just to find balance. Any help or advice ? I don't have insurance so seeing a doctor is pretty much out the question .