Every day I wake up in fear, stomach churning, muscles trembling, feeling sick...it happens I suppose as I am full of dreaded of the day ahead.
I am frightened of a day of feeling sick, aching and shaking and feeling like I am going to pass out.
It has gotten so bad now, I can't go out, I can't even go to my son's and see my grandchildren or has a friend round. I just want to cry for my old self back, but I don't know where she is. None of the drugs the doctor gives me helps. I know I have to do this alone.
Can anybody identify with this? Any tip or encouragement would help so much. I have completely had enough.
Thanks for reading me. X