So i've been going up and down with anxiety from pull panic to hardly none at all over the last 8 months. Currently i'm in my second week of almost no anxiety after a 4 week spell of pretty pad. It just suddenly went away like it does every time. However it leaves a side effect.
When i wake up, (I don't mean when I get out of bed, I literally mean when I wake up), I can feel my stomach tighten, and I feel anxiety about being anxious again. Usually i'll start thinking about what's going to happen when I go back to work (i'm on break). Or something else. I have no reason to worry, I did fine all last week at work.
I've been doing need CBT worksheets. Every day I write down the thoughts that are troubling me, and then break it down into the automatic thoughts behind it, and what the distortions are, and then correct the thoughts. I've been doing that for only 5 days now. I like it. I exercise when I get up. I do my meditations, and if like today it left particularly specific anxiety about something, I'll do my CBT worksheets.
But when is this waking up with anxiety right away going to go away? I can't go back to sleep. So if I happen to wake up 2 hrs before I'm supposed to wake up, i'm stuck lying in bed worrying.
I have been prescribed vitriol to take when I'm feeling anxious. Maybe I should just take it when I wake up? First time I took it made me feel sleepy and calm. Now I just took one and I felt hardly anything. I've only take 3 of them so far.
What can I do to stop this waking up feeling anxious? My day would be perfectly fine if I didn't feel anxiety the second I wake up. And again the funny thing is, once I'm up and do my exercise and meditation.. and get into the day. I feel fine. I don't feel anxiety. I only feel a slight worry about the fact that I'm going to feel anxious again when I wake up. If only this cycle could stop.