Over the past 4 years I have lost confidence. I cannot pinpoint when it happened, but I am now realizing this lost confidence is directly tied to my anxiety disorder. I have no hope or good feelings about anything. Any little thing that occurs in my life I jump straight to the worst case scenario. Be it health related or something completely innocuous like a noise under the hood of my car, whatever it is it must be horrible. Right now as I am typing this I am having discomfort in my lower stomach. My logical mind says all symptoms point to a UTI (as I get them every so often), but the emotional side of me has convinced myself that it is probably bladder cancer. I am so worn out mentally from doing this to myself. I need hope and confidence in myself, my life, my health. I have lost it. I am lost.