WEATHERED AND WORN WRINKLED CAVED IN FACES
DARK AND SAGGING FROM AGE TIME AND LIFES
DISAPPOINTING WORLD OF CRUEL MEAN PEOPLE
THAT WERE ABSORBED INSTEAD OF DISCARDED
BECAUSE WE DID NOT KNOW BETTER ONTILL THEY DID
US WRONG THAT TOOK A TOLL ON US DRAGGING
ARE HARTS THROUGH THE MUD NOW IT IS TO LATE
WE ARE IN THIS TO DEEP
smjtty, your heartfelt poem is so sad but I know this is what you feel your
life has become. I only wish I could change it for you. Your friend, Agora1
HOW I FEEL AND HOW I LOOK
I think both hinge on each other. Do you have the resources to see a specialist about changing your looks?? Would that be enough in itself to change the way you feel? Just remember we are broken from within. How we feel about ourselves with change the way we perceive others looking at us.
IT IS TO CLOSE TO MY EYES TO DO ANY THING BUT IT IS ALSO TO HARD TO LIVE LIKE THIS
Oh smjtty, I don't know anything about cosmetic surgery, but in this day and age, anything is possible by the right surgeon. I would think you could get a doctor to recommend the surgery so that it would be covered under insurance. For the sake of your well being, the doctor may be able to attest to the fact that it is harming you emotionally as well as physically being so close to your eyes.
There has just got to be a way to make you better. Filling you will pills that didn't work or only made matters worse is not the answer. Something physically needs to be done to give you back your life, your self esteem again.
Gee, doctors go all over the world helping people who have been involved in a traumatic accident or born with a disfiguring disorder, I can't believe there isn't someone who can help you. It's a matter of knowing where to turn, who to trust and what's involved with surgery.
I wish I knew who you could call to at least get some advice. Maybe someone on the forum might have some suggestions. I'm behind you in whatever you do, whatever you decide. x
YOU ARE SO SWEET I FEEL LIKE I HAVE DIED ALONG TIME AGO I MISS THE OLD ME I LOOK
AND LOOK AND CAN NOT BELIVE IT IS ME
IT IS LIKE HAVING DIRT ON YOUR FACE YOU CAN NOT WASH OFF THIS IS I HANG IN THERE
BUT IT IS TO HARD I GET DARKER AT NIGHT
Oh my dear smjtty. Is there a name for what has happened to you?
GOT HIT IN THE EYES MONSTER LOOK
I sometimes do not like my looks either (wrinkles, thinning/greying hair). It is difficult for things we cannot change!!! My only advice: 1) I feel better about myself after exercise ... for me, riding a bicycle while watching TV at the gym... which I do not know if this is an option for you, 2) for minor cosmetic things (such as moles), doctors can remove those. I hope this helps. I am thinking of you!!!
Can’t do this much longer
Too much anxiety
MS fear is getting too much 
