I have been married for almost 20yrs. Life has changed a whole lot. I've battled with anixety and depression after the birth of my 5th child. I don't feel like my husband wants to be with me anymore . I don't live up to his standards, he only touches me in an affectionate way when he want sexs. I believe me dealing with anixety has made him upset with me. Thinking about this, make my anixety high to where it's hard to breathe. I try to talk with him about it, he brushes me off. Not sure what to do.