I feel so alone and scared! My only real support is my mum and she's going on holiday tomorrow for 2 weeks!!! I've been suffering with health problems which are still being investigated so I feel like I'm in limbo land as they still don't know if anything serious is wrong with me. My life has changed so much in 2 months and my anxiety kicked in and it has been the hardest couple of months of my life and now I have to get through 2 weeks with just me and my daughter and try to function as normally as possible and my daughter starts school in a few days so I really will be even more alone all day and I'm so scared in case anything happens to me and I'm scared of my own thoughts. Usually my mum would come round when my daughter is at school and it's nice to know someone is there to support you but 2 weeks feels like a very long time and as I'm scared to go out alone I can't even fill my time with that. I know I'm being selfish my mum needs a break and I really hope she has a great time but at the moment I don't feel like an adult who is capable of looking after myself let alone my daughter. I'm really scared. I know I can talk to her on the phone but it's not the same. I don't have contact with any of my other family and I have no friends either. I really want to be strong for my daughter but I am so upset and worried and I can't get a grip 😥
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