For the majority of my high school experience, I have hated school. This is because I have always been scared of what others will think of me, I feel judged to the point I will avoid school as much as possible. I can never truly be myself, it's like people are always laughing at me or making fun of how I am etc. To prevent this from occurring, I stay in bed all day, feeling alone so I won't have to face the comments people make. This would of course, result in bad attendance and grades but I don't know what to do otherwise. People always call me lazy and other things that lowers my self-esteem even more. I feel so alone all the time and I'm scared I wont get anywhere in life. I don't have many friends, they're all moving forward whereas i'm left behind, wondering what to do. I am not intelligent or capable of anything, I really don't know what to do anymore.