My anxiety seems to only be getting worse. I sweat profusely from my face and scalp when in uncomfortable situations. It gets so bad that people make comments, which just makes it worse. This makes me not want to leave the house because it's out of control. I stopped taking Adderall and Xanax prescribed by my old Dr. eight years ago. It helped me so much, but I became addicted. Since then, I've gained a substantial amount of weight and am just tired all of the time. I've lost jobs because I have extreme issues waking up some mornings. I've turned to food and alcohol as a crutch. Here lately I feel like it would just be better if I weren't here anymore. I have no idea where all of this self hatred is coming from. How do I go about getting help? Is there a natural remedy for this? My Dr. That prescribed me the Adderall and Xanax had me on both for nine years. She's since been banned from practicing medicine anymore because the things she's prescribed some people has killed them. I have a hard time knowing what to look for in psychiatrists now because of this. Please help!