I'm fed up of putting on a brave face. Some days l just want to be by myself and really don't want to get out of my safe haven my bed. I nod off and the next thing lm have slept for 2-3 hours and lie there and just think empty thoughts. Not sure how I've pulled it off but been offered a part time job. Just think will l be a failure ? Used to be so position and just go with the flow. I am looking after my parents and find no time for myself. I'm on antidepressants but find everything seems to overwhelm me.