Over Christmas I was suicidal I thought I was dying , I thought I had, hiv, cancer, tumours the lot . I was convinced I was dying, I was peeing blood, vomiting, pains in stomach. I was put in citlapram and started to feel better. Now the past few weeks/months iv started to feel terrible. Blurred vision , head pressure 24/7 , neck pain and sore to touch, upper back pain. I still find myself worryib deep down about my health but didn't think it would affect the me physically. Should I be worried it's something more or could theses symptoms be anxiety.