Aloha all! I’m 35, had anxiety few years back it went away. I had moved to Hawaii from Florida and completely changed jobs. I get weird random pains in my head and lately a dull ache in my thighs. I’m trying to see if when I get nervous if that’s what triggers my anxiety? I have chronic back and neck pain everyday. Went to Dr they tell me I’m fine. I’m scared to take antidepressants. I get weird thoughts in my head, sometimes facial numbness. I always feel like there is something wrong with me but told I’m fine. I watched too many people my age dying of cancer or brain aneurism and I’m so scared! Any help anyone can give me as to why it can back or why I can’t make it go away?
I also forgot to mention when I first got anxiety I was in a crappy marriage with step kids that caused me a lot of problems and caused my marriage to fail! I’m now divorced for years and engaged to the love of my life and feel I’m acting weird because I’m scared of dying young and us not to get married and be happy!!