4 Days with a chocolate

[Dodo777]

And I feel empty miserable and low as can be. I guess its a kind of withdrawl anything the Brain likes you can bet it will make you suffer for depriving it of what it likes.

[IrishGuy]

You're not alone. It will only get easier though. That's something to keep in mind. You're doing really well.

[Dodo777 in reply to IrishGuy]

Thanx Irish guy I do hope so.

[Agora1]

Hi Dodo, I'm in the same position as you regarding chocolate. It's no longer just a treat, it is a mood enhancer. A very tough addiction to come off. 4 days for you is a good start, usually within a week the cravings will be less. After a month, you should be okay. The problem is not even taking one bite of chocolate or you will slide right back. I don't think that the people who occasionally indulge in chocolate can truly understand the powerful drug that it is. I can't even cut it down to once a day. Actually, I have increased my "drug of choice" to several times a day, each day hoping to stop. I feel miserable inside, lonely, agitated and tired. I certainly understand what you are going through.

[Dodo777 in reply to Agora1]

I feel very irritable now and a high buzzing in my ears.

I have been sent two appointments one for my chest or lungs and one for my achalasia I think a check up for the later I alsogot aappointments for dentists and my mental health nurse and one for the mental health doctor's all for this month so I will be dreading the next couple of weeks. I bought so chocolate spread just incase my sugar level drops to far. I literally didn't want to think or move this morning it spooked me because i wanted to do some cleaning but didn't have the energy at all. A couple of ovaltines and I felt better but this whining in my ears bothers me.

[Agora1 in reply to Dodo777]

So you are feeling very lethargic as well. Almost feels like I'm getting sick but I'm not. I need so much to get to my doctors as well. Because of the agoraphobia, I haven't had a check up for several years. Not good, I wish you well with your upcoming appointments. I too am dreading setting the appts. up. Need oral surgery and medical. I get that once in a while, high pitch sound in my ears. It's annoying but not painful. I'm real hyper right now too.

[Dodo777 in reply to Agora1]

I'm wondering could it be something wrong with your blood like low mineral or something that makes you feel anxious specially if you haven't seen your doctor's in a while.

I am being harassed for rent I have the money just had a couple of bad days and can't get my head around bills at the moment and I am sure its next week I pay . When I phone rent office before they said the texts they send are automatic and she has no control over them silly. I have pain in my esophagus andfeel awful hhoping it will pass soon

[Agora1]

Dodo, I'm sorry you're not feeling well today. It's hard to concentrate on other priorities when we are down. Take a little time for yourself today since the rent is not due til next week. Hoping the pain settles down soon.

[Dodo777]

I've worked myself into a right state. Worried about my boy. I missed his phone calls and texts because i switchedmy main vvolume off because of the tweets tweeting every 5 minutes. I rang him back and he said he met some friends going to some house to drink booze. Now I'll be up worried sick all night until he comes home then I have an engineer coming at 10.30 so I will be up most of the day. I want to bury my hamster in this special place where I like to be on hot summer days. I will be warn out on top of that I haven't eaten because of pain and sickness in my esophagus. I feel like canceling all my appointments for hospital and dentists because to much is going on. I feel so warn down and yuk.