I welcome it cant wait I have had it. If this is living bring on death because I feel nothing but pain and anger most of my life has been utter crap and now I cant even enjoy a cup of cold water or a fag. I know I will just sit here with a dumb smile on my face waiting for a heart attack or a stroke where some sick guy or woman can take their frustration out on me and batter me because that is my luck ending up not being able to move with some sicko looking after me because the government has cut care to the bone. There are much worse things than death people believe me just enjoy your health unless you have a doctor saying you have a cancer or some clot just enjoy your health while you got it . There are so many wishing they had eyes or wanting like me a cup of cold water. Life is a bitch for most of us and then we just die.