I can't stand going into breakdown mode everytime something happens During the last few months ive convinced myself that my husband had melanoma, my son a brain tumour and my daughter bone cancer...and today my sister lymphoma!! These are all based on the flimsiest of evidence but at the time there seems no other conclusion. After i'd been feeling well for a few weeks, my heavily pregnant sister had a lymph node/gland just suddenly swell up in her neck this afternoon and I go into instant meltdown I totally hate being like this....it's terrifying She's just had a massive boil lanced and the logic is that it's some infection related to that....but my brain won't accept this logic.
How do others deal with thinking that loved ones are dying?? I experienced knowing my dad would die and this feels the same everytime....its so emotionally draining
Thanks for listening xx