It's an awful illness, it's a horrible existence but I just keep praying that it will just move on one day, it's when I go to bed I'm at my worst I kiss my daughter good night like its the last time I will ever do so, I never think I will wake up.
Health anxiety is the worst any pain I'm usually at the doctors I wake up looking for pain if I don't get any I worry because there's no pain π It's hard really hard! I had a chest pain in my nans today I said shit I'm having a heart attack π Any tiny little pain is the worst thing ever! X
I keep all my aches and pains to myself, I just know my family have no idea what I'm going through, they just say well you know nothings wrong so stop worrying, if only it was that easy it's as if they think I enjoy feeling this way.
I used to have to say what was wrong or how I thought I was having a heart attack or one of my many pains, cause I thought if I told someone and something did happen it would help save me or jinx it or something crazy stuff. To be fair on my husband though I just don't think he knows how to help me and it frustrates him, them I'm feeling guilty about how I'm making him feel then the burden thought pops into my head and the vicious circle continues.
No they don't know how to help I think I do his head in tho where I'm always going on π I don't mean to I just can't help it! He caught me with the tape measure the other day measuring all my body parts to see if they were the same each side he did laugh π I've got to see my doctor every week for the next 9 months coz this pregnancy is making me anxious again! Xx
Aww bless you it's a nightmare but at least we can come and talk to people on the same situation it does help, and congrats Hun I didn't know you were pregnant x
Yeh it's lush even just to have a read through so you know your not alone! Aww thanks I'm only about 6 weeks but my doctor wants to keep an eye on me βΊοΈ Bless her x
I used to be the same i was always checking my eyes to see if they where the same and i swore blind one was higher up than the other its strange how our mind plays tricks on us xxx
It's there as soon as I wake up and I worry all day, but does get worse around tea time, when house is quieter. I prod and poke myself, aches and pains all the time. My partner gets annoyed with me 'not again' so I don't usually say what's wrong but he can tell, I just have that look on my face and he knows me so well, I fidget too
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