For months now I have had severe fatigue, every day I feel exhausted, beyond tired despite sleep. I sleep 11-7 and some days the fatigue isn't as bad but on days like today I can't open my eyes and I am walking around so fatigued. My eyes sting, head foggy and heavy. Is this normal? I struggle to function. I have had this months and it's raised my anxiety and here I am again living a horrible anxiety disorder.
For 11 weeks now I have had the ground moving feeling when I walk. I have been through a hell of alot of stress as my son was suffering chronic panic attacks after being bullied, he was suicidal and i had to cope by myself with it. It broke me. Plus in my children were getting ill one after the other. It was around this time my dizziness started. It wan't head dizziness but when I walk felt i was on a trampoline and I felt woozy because of this. My legs go weak too. My GP came to see me twice, bloods fine, he did balance, muscle, bp, reflexes, eyes... all normal. I was terrified i had a brain tumour but he said this was stress and fatigue from anxiety.
The last 2 weeks I feel worse. The fatigue is worse and I am exhausted, the floor moving feeling is back again and i am terrified to walk around my house. I rarely go out, I just take my kids to school and pick up at 3 then come home to rest. I manage to cook and feed my pets. I don't do hoovering or anything streneous as I am too exhausted and feel dizzy.
I am worried sick. I am having thoughts what if i collapse and end up in hospital and right now i am so agoraphobic because of this. I am even too scared to go to the GP for an appointment or let him in my house I am not having visitors I feel so weak and dizzy and even get terrified answering the door to the postman. I am scared if I went into hospital they'd section me seeing how much I'd panic
I feel so alone. I have no family other than my husband and children. I am so afraid what's wrong with me. I am told it's just chronic fatigue but surely I shouldn't' feel this bad?