Feel like shit

[MrsB08]

And again it rears its ugly head. .

Just go away x

[allnew2me]

That's spooky I was just thinking about an hour ago I've not seen you or Jill on here for a little bit so was hoping you were both doing ok so that's why you hadn't been around.

Guess that thought was totally wrong.

Have you any idea what's triggered it?

Totally know what you mean just want to rip it out and kick it around, teach it a damn lesson not to return xx

[MrsB08 in reply to allnew2me]

Lol... Been speaking with Jill via pms .... Ive been good til this morning... How have you been? X

[allnew2me in reply to MrsB08]

That's even more spooky lol 😄

You can do it. Whatever it is that's given you a tumble, you managed to do so well before. Totally knocks you when it smacks you again though doesn't it.

Thought I was ok till Friday, had a meltdown Friday night, then again Saturday night and inside I just feel back to the beginning a bit Luke what's the point in fighting if it's gonna happen anyway but I'm sure I'll get there...one day! For now I'll just keep my eye out for that magic wand to fix it all like everyone else on here, can't see me finding it but always worth keeping a look out 😁 x

[Hidden in reply to allnew2me]

Hello there, just me... I'm ok too kinda thanks for noticing I was missing. Hope you are ok yourself x

[allnew2me]

Hi! I'm glad you're kinda doing ok. Doesn't sound too good to say that but kinda ok is soo much better than it could be.

Roll on the time when we can look ourselves in the eye in the mirror and say damn I'm glad I'm better xx

[Hidden in reply to allnew2me]

Thanks, I'm just having bad sleep at the moment - as in none. Was at docs yesterday though. Hope you are ok x

[allnew2me in reply to Hidden]

Oh that sucks. If we have a fairly decent sleep the day isn't quite as bad to cope with.

Think most people are suffering with sleep at the moment there must be something in the air coming in with all this wretched wind 😖

I'm ok thanks. Could be better but I could definitely be much worse. I'm at Mrs B's point....just GO AWAY!!! But it doesn't listen xx

[Hidden in reply to allnew2me]

I know it's not easy.. I've sent Mrs B a message x

[Oliveira42970]

I know what u mean I had a ok day yesterday and this morning I have pain on my left arm and now I'm worried as always

[MrsB08 in reply to Oliveira42970]

That's where I get my pain too x horrible

[Oliveira42970 in reply to MrsB08]

I hate it I had a ekg done weeks ago because of it and they said the heart was fine but I can't shake all this worry that there is something serious wrong with me I hate it and hate that I can't control how I think

[MrsB08]

Really struggling now.. . Feel like a tight band around diaphragm x

[allnew2me in reply to MrsB08]

What were you doing before when you were bad to calm yourself or distract yourself? Xx

[MrsB08]

Wasn't over thinking ..nor stressed about stuff x

[allnew2me in reply to MrsB08]

That's my biggest problem right there. Stressing about stuff that usually I can't change, help or doanything about and over thinking things that don't even need to register in my head in the first place. Something so small and insignificant goes round and round growing and turning into a massive thing that's gonna be the end of the earth. The bigger stuff that does need thought or needs to register doesn't seem to get to me x

[vik3642]

Anxiety happens daily and i can be sat on toilet chilled lol . When i feel paniky i go hot on face so now i get up qnd wash a cup up or tidy rpund . One day am sure we wull all get stronger .