For the past three years I've been suffering in silence. My body constantly feels like it's twice as heavy, like my skin is made from leader. It feels like the ground is constantly trying to pull me down. When I am standing I feel like sitting, when I am sitting I feel like laying down. When I am laying down, I feel like laying down.
I've also got a foggy mind, I find it hard to think clearly, concentrate or become motivated.
I've been drinking energy drinks just to have enough energy to shower, to brush my teeth to cook a meal.
I've been excising more in the hopes of increasing my energy levels so I can have enough level to make this condition more bearable. After finishing excising I feel worse. It feels like the more I try the more I am punished.
I was taken to the A&E because I was Googling methods for suicide. I don't know how long I can cope feeling like this.
Anyone suffered through these same symptoms that could maybe help shred some light?