I don't have a history of seizures in my family and I've never had one but for some reason it's my biggest fear and I'm convinced I'm going to have one. I think a lot of it has to do with the symptoms of anxiety I have.
-trembling (sometimes pretty violent)
-brain fog 24/7
-derealisation
-muscle cramping and pain that makes me feel like.. tight? it's like an intense stiffness. and i can't move very well when it happens
-weird taste in mouth
-tongue tingling
-head tingling
-neck pain
-DIZZINESS ALWAYS
-burping (lol this is a weird one but when my anxiety is high i burp like crazy)
So yeah, when these symptoms are bad I think I'm going to have a seizure, because it seems like what the beginning of a seizure would feel like? I've had blood tests, an EKG, and EEG and a CAT scan, AND a blood pressure test. Doctors tell me it's all anxiety. Xanax makes most of the symptoms go away but I don't want to have to rely on it forever and they keep upping the dose. I'm in therapy and everything but nothing helps me shake this thought. It's not fair that I have to live in constant fear and always be in pain/be sick and people without anxiety can just go about their day. It makes me so mad. I can't even remember what that feels like.