Hey everyone! I hope that some of you can relate to what I'm about to write. Ive been dealing with this feeling of "brokenness" for years now. I have been told since it started that it will get better. It only gets better for a little while just to build up in my system and cause SEVERE like 10/10 stress feeling and panic attack. I feel lost and i think part of it has to do with my family. They do a lot for me, but I feel like they are holding me back in certain ways. My parents are 70& 68 and they adopted me when I was 3 days old. They are wonderful people and parents, but they stress me out. I am very free spirited and non judgmental and due to their older age, they are very judgmental. I am moving out in August so I hope that this helps me! I have tried medications and all types of therapy that haven't been effective. I am currently seeing a therapist and he has helped a bit! This is a vicious cycle that I need to break because its really unhealthy. Ill convince myself I'm fine, but then ill have a severe stress and panic breakdown. My parents really irritate me a lot and i get extremely moody with them, but with everyone else I'm fine. Ughhh. I can't wait to be moved out cause I'm feeling super fatigued and stressed.
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