Well, I know there is hardly anything I can say about my condition that will make a difference. But what good is my condition if I cannot share. Anyway, I was and I am suffering from anixiety from a very long time now. First it was just a few Panic attacks once in a while. It was like a new experience for me, and I was going along with it pretty well. However in the past few months, things have got worse within my family. I have experienced three major medical events in my family, and a death. Death of a mentor, and a loving brother. That has, I believe, fueled my anxiety to such an extent, that it now has reached a completely different level.
After my brother's death, It all started to go out of the comfort zone. I started fearing death so much, that I now have a very hard time accepting it. Like trying to live my life with it is now difficult.
Even the slightest of the pain and change in my health CONVINCES me that those are symptoms to some terminal disease. And I consult none other than DR.GOOGLE. I live with a heavy head 24*7. Like its on a constant spin. Like when you are in an elevator. Its something I cannot explain, something I don't have to, to most of the people here. Please reply if you can guys. I just wanna hear I am not the only one. I just wanna know if this is something not serious. Something I can ignore and pretend that everything is fine. That its in my mind and mind only.