Hi, ive been struggling with anxiety as long as i can remember. It seems to be getting so much worse. I cant control myself from shaking and its all getting too much. The negative thoughts are horrible. I thin k im depressed. People are starting to talk about me; saying that im a freak and just want attention. Nobody will say anything to my face but i can hear them. I go to school so its difficult and its getting to the point where I don't think i can go in because i'm afraid that people will judge me. I dont feel like i can trust anyone, even my friends. There's not really anyone i can talk to so i thought i would write it on here.