This crampy feeling has me freaking out. I read about bowel obstruction and since i have a fear of being sick, THIS IS LIKE APPARENTLY AWFUL. But no one is listening to me; I'm so scared this is something and no one will realize it until im like....in agony. I'm not nauseous or bloated. This eases up when I'm doing something I get into and as soon as I think about this again, it's back in five minutes. I feel constipated, but I'm still going but then I read that that doesn't necessarily mean there's nothing wrong AND IT FREAKED ME OUT. This isn't like....really painful, it's irritating and nagging, but I'm not like....doubled over or anything. My back is out of alignment which doesn't help but I just don't know how this could be anxiety related. It takes physical effort for me to relax my stomach, but I feel like I'm just waiting for something really really bad to happen!
And now I may spend my hard earned money to go down to the ER AGAIN having just been there two weeks ago and having the doctor tell me that she's not concerned. BUT I AM. No one believes me though because I used to be positive I had an ulcer, and after that hypoglycemia. Then Addison's disease at one point. But now I'm obsessing over bathroom stuff and it's becoming a chore.