Okay so I am 13 and anxiety absolutely consumes my entire life. I can't sleep, I can't get out of bed and I can't eat. First of all, my weight stresses me out. I will go days without eating or eat less than 700 kcals a day. Every time I am at school I feel like everyone is staring at me and there's something wrong with the way I look or smell or how I am dressed or if I forgot to put makeup on and even worse, when they whisper I feel like everything they say is about me. Also, my mom lost her baby in November and is pregnant again and so I'm was looking up ways to prevent miscarriage and I saw the word stillborn and now I am physically incapable of forgetting it. It's on my mind all the time. Miscarriage, stillbirth, health issues, my mom dying. I need help. Please help me.