I am so tired of feeling bad all the time! I feel like my body is just about written me off and is gonna just fail. After severe anxiety, I get hit with flu symptoms that I HATE. I can't even describe it, I'll just say I feel unwell. Heavy body, flushed, chilled, tired, though my appetite is fine, which is weird.
At first, I thought these times were random, but they are not.mtheyve only hit after I calm down and just start to relax. I have no virus and I have no fever. I notice the symptoms seem to improve when I do something like leave the house or go on a walk the chills will go away, etc. My sense of taste also seems amplified, like I always taste this like, sleep taste in my mouth. It isn't gross or anything, just weird. Oh, and when I'm anxious, I cant stand the sight of blood! I don't get this one. Ugh, I just feel like I'm dying, and honestly. I don't care, I just don't want to feel bad anymore.
But I am out of options. I have a nutritionalist and while he says I'm improving, I don't feel like I am, though I get the impression he is not as educated in the effects of anxiety as well, we are, the researchers.
So my options:
Can't afford another doctor appointment and my mom also says that he'd say I was fine, but I still wouldn't be satisfied with that answer.
Could believe this were anxiety if someone could relate because now I'm just waiting for something really bad to happen to prove to everyone that, hey, there is a problem.
Orrrr do I push through, continue to go out and do things and try to be active and stop thinking about how I feel? I was doing better in October and then I randomly started being afraid for my stomach and down the hill I rolled. Any advice? I have a nurse for a brother and my mother was raised by a doctor and nurse and my dad has spent years with my grandpa, the doctor. I have no family medical history of problems, and I did not even know so many diseases existed until I met this infernal anxiety.