just a little confused...

[bebug]

I've been having a lot of trouble with my family the last few years, had a big relationship problem, and lost my little girl just before she was born. People say that I am strong for surviving these problems, as i barley did so, but I'm fully aware they say these things to make me feel better, so I'm doubting if their true constantly.

My dream has always been to help children that feel they have no voice of their own, and to my surprise I've already had an offer for a volunteer placement which could score me a job in the end. Its just that I'm a mess, I'm not strong enough to stand for them, because my family weren't strong enough to stand behind me.

How do I get where I want to be? or find a place to need to be?

I don't want to fight it alone anymore, I don't just want help, I want to help.

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Be strong!!

If you are grieving at your loss could your family be feeling the same way, are they grieving a Grand child that they were unable to come to terms with

For yourself go for the voluntary work it could be a game changer, also try and talk with your family about the loss

BOB

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Be strong!!

If you are grieving at your loss could your family be feeling the same way, are they grieving a Grand child that they were unable to come to terms with

For yourself go for the voluntary work it could be a game changer, also try and talk with your family about the loss

BOB

[ilsonbunny]

You said its your dream to work with children. This is a dream that can be made real. Not many people can achieve that goal. Are you using your parents lack of support as an excuse or are you afraid to take that journey alone . I held my dead granddaughter for an hour after still birth because my daughter was to distressed. I felt a stronger person for it knowing it meant so much to my daughter and has husband.We all stand alone when it comes to choices . You follow your dream and I know you Wont look back. You will only grow stronger Good Luck

[bebug]

Thank you for your kind words, my course starts in two weeks and I'm going to the doctors for more help in the morning.