All of a sudden I feel like everything is wrong with me? Please help.

[Abionik]

Ok so about a month ago, I ate some magic mushrooms (I regret it terribly) and ended up either having a seizure or a panic attack. I've never had either of them before, but I went to urgent care the other day and they checked my heart and lungs and reassured that I'm perfectly fine, and that they doubt it was a seizure and that it was a panic attack. They also said that, medically, I'm 100% but I have anxiety. But I don't see how anxiety can make you feel physical pain.

But I remember sitting in a chair and I had an intense pain in my side since I ate the shrooms. I was smoking a cigarette and remember feeling weird, so I put it out and had a massive head rush and ended up waking up on the floor after 30 seconds. MY friends were freaked out because I apparently just flew backwards and started shaking on the ground. I don't remember it, but after I woke up I instantly went into a bad trip and started freaking out on the couch.

It was the worst experience of my life and I was sure I was going to die. And ever since then I've had extreme amounts of anxiety, ESPECIALLY about my health, and also depression. I can handle it a little bit now, but I still keep freaking out when I feel something doesn't feel right.

The center of my chest and the under the ribs on the left side have been hurting a lot, my stomach has been making growling sounds and I have gas. Whenever I let it out, I usually feel better. But once it starts again, I start feeling panicky. I also don't feel like myself, I can't concentrate on things and I have a fog in my head that it really bringing me down because I feel like I ruined my life.

I used to smoke weed, basically everyday for the past year and a half and I've never had a bad experience with it. Until after this has happened. Now it's random, but most of the time I will feel somewhat ok, take one or two hits and be faded and the pains in my chest become unbearable.

Ive always had a little bit of anxiety, and a lot of ADHD and depression. But it has never been this bad. I feel like I'm going crazy or dying and it makes it hard to breath sometimes. I'm going to see my gp soon, to just get more reassurance and ask him about what happened. It's seriously freaking me out, and I don't want to live my life like this.

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Hello

Sometimes we have to learn the hard way & I am sorry you went through this experience but you can now see that drugs are not the answer & all they have done is created health anxiety as the experience you had caused so much fear that it is now playing on your mind & you are focusing on everything that you are physically feeling but be reassured that you have been checked out & are a 100% healthy

I would leave any mind altering chemicals alone as they will not help anxiety at all or depression & see your Doctor & ask what support they can offer you with your anxiety & depression

Keep coming on & chatting with others that know how anxiety can make you feel as you are not alone with how you feel & knowing that can sometimes help even just in a small way

Take Care

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