I'm so helpless I feel any day I'm going to die and I'm 100% sure something is wrong with my heart. It started a couple months ago I had my first panic attack I couldn't breathe my heart was racing I was dizzy and had many other symptoms. After going to the hospital doctors said everything was okay and I experienced a panic attack . The next day I experienced the same thing and I got rushed back to the ER again once again everything came back fine from the blood work , echo diagram , EKG , and chest x ray . Everyday I was experiencing symptoms 24 hours a day and always felt tired . I went to the hospital about 10 more times and doctors kept saying everything was fine and it got to the point they were tired of seeing me . I'm not making this stuff up though I get so many different symptoms it scares me I get random twitches and pains in different parts of my body my heart sometimes feels like it beats to slow sometimes to fast it always feels like it beats to hard and I can see my pulse in my chest I don't know if that's because I weigh 130 but it really creeps me out . It feels like it even stops for a few seconds and it makes me panic then it starts beating really fast I get chest pain tingly sensations in my hands and feet . I fell like I can't breathe my Visions gets completely off my ears ring .my hands get different colors so much stuff I can go on for days . .My mom took me to a cardiologist where eveything came back fine .My so called anxiety was getting better and I only started having it every other day and now I just went a week without anything until last night . When I was with my friends my right leg felt really funny and like it was feeling up like a balloon , the veins were popping out the side and it looked like it was tensing up. It scared the living hell out of me and I for Sure knew I was having cardiac areest from a blood clot or something . I had to sit down becuase I could not breathe I stood back up and my whole body almost gave out. I knew for sure I was dying I made my friends call 911and my friend told them I was having a anxiety attack so when they got me they didn't even take me seriously . I got to the hospital they checked my vitals and it came back good and they did an EKG which also came back good . They gave me an adavan which helped calm me down and sent me home . They didn't even check out my leg though and it is still like that whenever I walk on it or stand on it . Nobody takes me seriously and I can't stand it , I feel hopeless and so lost . I just want to live my life , that's it . Like laying down right now I just experienced my heart stop for a second skip a best then right after it started beating fast so I ran outside to try and calm myself down , but it's so hard becuases I don't know what's going on with my body . I feel like something is terribly wrong and everybody is going to find out when it's too late. I don't even know why I'm writing to you right now i just have gotten to the point where I can't take this stuff anymore it's ruining my life , my girlfriend tries to be here for me and it means the world but I feel like her and nobody understand, like the only thing that makes me feel better is having her by my side . Can sometime just help me in any way please , just let me know what I should do . Thank you for your time if you actually read that whole thing .