I've had worse things in life happen to me than anxiety and now depression so why ok earth am I letting this get on top of me and steal my happiness?????? I just don't understand it! I feel pathetic. Every other day I go into work and see poorly children who just want to go home and enjoy their life while I'm moping around feeling sorry for myself. I've never felt this frustrated with myself ever. When I was young I had one of the worst things happen to me that no child should ever have to go through and I came out on top. So why am I letting anxiety and depression drag me down to the point I'm scared to wake up in the morning through fear of going through the same dreadful feeling and thoughts all over again! Argh!