This may sound crazy but I have the most amazing most attentive bloke in the world. Im so lucky I really couldn't ask for a more loving relationship. So why do I feel like he is going to run a million miles away from me? Mid anxiety attack im so irrational, thoughts n feeling rage through me and I don't know how to handle them. My greatest fear is losing him and not because of anything he has ever said or done but because of me and my feelings. Im convinced im going to push him away that hes going to get so frustrated with me he will walk. He has told me he won't but theres only so much tears n tantrums even he can take im going out of my mind!!