I know it's all my anxiety playing me up. I had a bad belly earlyer and my belly was rumbling and it wasn't that I was hungry either. I've just ate and it's rumbling again as normal. Anyway I really panicked because my belly was hurting. It wasnt hurting that bad but very mild. The doctor the other day tried to reassure me that it was because my insides r expanding and making room for the baby. I thought is was enuf but oviously my anxiety must me getting a kick out of me feeling anxious. It's like since last yr wen all this anxiety really kicked in I wasn't in tune with my body at all. Then wen uve got anxiety u listen, feel and wait for things to do with ur body. If u get wat I'm saying? It's like we feel everything hear little sound. This is how I know I'm feeling more anxious. With my two boys I never noticed a thing while pregnant with them. Simply enuf I never listened out for anything. Like the belly ache I had I wud of said I'm constipated and carryed on with whatever. I knew I was today but no my mind was telling me worse. I people that haven't suffered don't realise how strong our minds are. I'm going to start reading my book by that woman doctor I have forgot wat it's called. Just to help me a little. Im really glad I'm pregnant even thou I thought I wud just feel normal like I did with my two boys. I'm feeling sick most nights and abut dizzy. Once I've had my 12 wk scan I'm hoping my anxiety subsides again. I've the midwife coming round thursday to sort out for my scan as my doctor said I was 10 wks. Well I'm either 5 or 9 wks today. I'm just going to pretend I don't have a clue wen the date was of my last period as I need reassuring. The only way will be a scan so I can c for myself xxx
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