Failed....

So I lasted what 2 days....without my phone. Still done okay I guess. I use it for too many things, I don't have a watch so i use it for a clock, also my alarm getting up in the morning, plus my music.

Anyway I was coming on to moan about the dreaded heart palps back again but I see how crappy everyone has been feeling. I really wish I could make everyone feel better, I swear if I had one wish it wouldn't be for money or fame it would be that each and everyone of us could just enjoy life like we are suppose too.

I'm sending you all massive hugs and hope everyone has a good sleep tonight cause I know how much a good sleep helps me.

Xxxxxx

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Hi Ashley

You havnt failed !!!

You wanted to give something a go to see what it was like & you did two days & decided you wanted to have your phone back , how is that a fail , you gave something a go !

I am not into all this stuff as such , I still like talking on the phone instead of all this emailing & what ever we do now , but when my modem went & I couldnt get on the internet , I was sending out for a dongle after a day ! didnt realize just how much I used it till it went down , so less of the fail if you dont mind

As you can see we do seem to be down a little , but we will all come back up & so will you

Have a moan if you need one

Love

whywhy

xxx

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Hey you!!!!

I'm so very happy to hear from you

I see your post that your full of the flu. Lots of rest and fluids are the best thing apparently lol, but you'll be right as rain in a few days..I know it!

It's the start of winter, that's what I'm blaming for everyone's turn of mood, so blooming depressing this dark weather.

Bring back the sun !! Lol

Xx

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Its been 3 days now Ashley , I am already running out of patience with it

Nice to see you back , I missed you & your famous heart

xxx

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Id a give it a good old week before I'd maybe go to see doctor.

Haha me and my famous heart are going to fall out I think lol!!!

Xx

[Jeffju]

Well you lasted longer than I ever could. I feel my right arm is lost if I forget to take my phone with me.

I have been a little more anxious than usual lately and got a bit scared yesterday as I thought I was slipping right back . I can't blame it on the weather as it is beautiful here in NZ. So, am trying to talk positively to myself and hope that I am listening. All the best, Julie xx

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Hey Julie.

It is such a clutch, when you think about all the things you use it for.

Sorry to hear you are feeling a bit anxious, I must say I'm jealous of you being all the way in NZ, must be amazing out there.

Xx

[Blorengia]

Instead of cutting yourself off from your phone completely why not try simply restricting your hours of use a bit? e.g. Tell yourself you won't use it between 2 - 6pm or something. That way it won't have total control over you but it's there if you desperately need it.

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Yes I had thought of this, and I think I may start doing that more, might help if I turned it off in work lol

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