Holiday....

Hi all,

Well today has been slightly better... We've been out and about in the car... Now the weirdest thing is when I'm a passenger in the car, it's the only time I actually feel normal! I don't understand

I've been having weird chest pains today and odd throat sensations which really haven't been very pleasant...

I am also still having these awful dizzy spells... It's not pleasant... I keep pulling up awful thoughts that I've bad in the past about people with chest pains, they went to hospital and went home and then died a sudden death I just have this awful feeling that because I love being up here so much that this is the place I will die I keep picturing the most awful things and I am really struggling

I am struggling to cope but I really want to beat this....

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Hi

You are doing really well

Keep letting someone drive you around , if you feel normal when they do, I would

Try not to question why , it just causes me more pressure when I do , just enjoy the good times & accept them

All these thoughts & feelings is your anxiety & we are so used to believing nothing good should be happening that these thoughts start to creep in when they are (the anxiety ) trying to spoil it !

Tell them to do one , you will be posting when you come back that you are fine , believe me !

Sorry if this isnt the best answer , have flu , so trying to type in between coughing & sneezing , but just to let you no we are here for you

Love

whywhy

xxx

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Blugh flu doesn't sound good

I love being a passenger my OH thinks I'm a bit of a loon haha!

Well, I've always associated food and eating with dizzy spells.... Today i ate dinner and was like O yes no dizzy spell... Thought ooo I will do the washing up and then bang dizzy jolt these jolts though, they send this word feeling right thought my body... Like a wave of tingles... It's weird... I really don't like it and it makes me thing I'm having a seizure or about to have one x

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No its not good , been in bed most of the day , which isnt me at all , but cant sleep for coughing !

You see you have the answer as you said you ate no dizzy spell , so straight away once you realized , it appeared , that shows how anxiety can bring these symptoms on !

xxx

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Hope you feel better soon I've only had flu once it knocked me for six

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Thank you scoobyd

Feeling awful to be honest & its so hard to rest as I cant stop coughing !

My ribs hurt now , I have been coughing so much

Hope you have a good day again tomorrow , will be thinking about you

xxx

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Believe me if you get air lifted to Lancaster infirmary they are very good with chest problems. My Dad has a lot of work done there and they were brilliant, they were with my mum to and I always said I would have my babies there!

I do hope the rest of your holiday is calmer and you start to feel a bit better

Take care xxx

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O god I hope I don't get airlifted anywhere!!

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Don't let the bad thoughts get you down I always think something bads going to happen and it doesn't so just try n enjoy when are you home? Make the most of it you will probably wish you was back on holiday when you're home

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I know so do I really, I do know a doctor who does air ambulance and he is one of the loveliest men I have ever met.

I meant it as some reassurance really xxxx

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Thank you.... I feel like calling one now... I am currently lying on the floor and I keep getting dizzy jerk things I feel like the floors moving and I feel like I'm rolling around

I honestly feel awful and I don't quite know what to do....