I give up....

I am having a really bad time right now

I've just been to an engagement party, thought I would force myself out.... Well was there for an hour then all of a sudden, wosh! My heads spinning, I feel like some one has pulled my head back. I had to leave and drag my poor fiancé away it's just ruining my life. I really think something is wrong with me... I feel like I have a brain tumour and I'm about to have a seizure or something...

My heads been pounding all day I'm really strugiling I just don't know what to do

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Hi fedup x and i can pretty much imagine you are fed up x can I just say well done for going it doesn't matter that you came away you went x And a hour is good, I can understand you panicking and rushing out and I'm sure your partner understands. The symptoms you have are just anxiety. If you had stayed they would of subsided. But thats a goal for next time xx

If ever in panic take yourself to a quiet place, calm down and carry on, if you feel you cannot carry on then come away. Then if need be come on here and rant or ask we all all here to help, and you find some really genuine people here to x

Remember it only runs your life if you let it win xxx Donver

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Donver, thank you... That has made me smile. I just struggle to believe it is anxiety causing it all especially as I keep having all these tests and they all have bloody abnormalities I get my caloric and MRI results on Wednesday and that's all I keep thinking about... Especially as the nurse said it was something central causing it meaning my brain I wake up with a really heavy head and just feel "off" all day

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Your welcome x Anxiety can take the simplest thing and magnify and change it to make it over 100 times worse. I can understand you are worried about your test results, (x fingers for u) Just because its something central doesnt mean its your brain it could be the simplest of things causing the slightest niggle which anxiety takes on a journey. If you chat to others on here you will notice a pattern and that is most people with anxiety wake each morning with a heavy head and heart waiting for another of those days. We also all have the off days x but don't let it stop the good days x