Just joined up and wanted to say hi. I'm 39 and have gotten through the last years by avoiding ...well, most things really, and convincing myself I'm OK. But Friday night I got so uncharacteristically drunk I had to be taken home in an ambulance. My poor husband was really scared for me and my eyes are bloody from vomiting so I figure I should go to my GP and get some help. I have to go alone because hubby starts a new job tomorrow. I'm a bit scared.