Angry an sick of being sick

I'm so tired of this I can't stand myself!!! You do what your suppose to do an nothing works its all a bunch of nonsense. Uggg I've called everywhere for help with meds the cost I don't have a regular doctor anymore because she's a quack!! Top part of stomach hurts an my back hurts if I do to much health anxiety you bet phobia of meds you bet is there any help NO. I'm just going to lay in bed an quit I'm tired of every door being shut the U.S sucks when it comes to mental health issues it's a joke!!!!