second time posting on here, hence the title.. I feel this may be a recurring theme!
I've had to come off my meds, they where sending me crazy.. literally, I was getting anxious about things that have never bothered me before, like walking to the shop and going out for dinner with my best friend! I wasn't myself, I was crying every night my head was all over the place, I wasn't eating and I just felt terrible.
So here I am, off my meds, feeling better but still not myself.
The following week may be the most nerve wracking week of my life, I've just left university and I have a really important job interview on Friday, my dream job, and I'm already a mess just thinking about it, the thought of having to get on public transport to go there is killing me more than the actual interview!
Then I go on holiday on Monday, which involves a 5 hour flight, I don't even know how I'm going to do this. Does anyone have any self help tips or reading material that could help me out before this? Because I somehow think having several gin and tonics beforehand probably won't help me out at all!
So yeah, here's another post. Writings helping me a lot with this. It helps me get things off my chest, my boyfriend doesn't really understand what I'm going through and my mother just worries, and my Grandad is just tip toeing around me, which I do not like at all.
But speaking on here, I feel a lot braver, which in return is making me feel a lot happier with myself for finally being able to speak out.
Love A XXX