Sat in a lovely hotel bar drinking latte and eating sandwiches, feeling very sad, lonely and emotional....

Had to come out of the house today...because I choose not to let visitors know I'm not working....my daughter knows burI really don't want others knowing I'm so private....

Thinking what a sad existence I'm living now...feeling emotional....tired too..

Sue xx

[Hidden]

Ah sorry you feel like this today...... must be something in the air, I feel the same...........

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Thanks for your kind messages Kerry

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[seyi]

Sorry to hear your feeling sad and lonely but hey remember everyone here cares about your well being.

Can understand you not wanting others to know your not working.

Can feel your emotions.

Just hang on in there sleepless.

Hugs

Love Seyi xxx

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Thank you seyi

Means a lot....so few understand the madness of it all...not many people I know would even guess I feel like this .....hope you are ok !

Sue xxx

[seyi in reply to Hidden]

Hi sleep

I am not bad thanks but agree that many people have no idea what is going on in someones life. And totally agree that people would never dream or guess someone like myself has panic attacks anxiety but we muddle through the best way we can.

Take care

Big hugs Love Seyi xxx

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Big hug to you seyi

Xxx

[Hidden]

Big hugs Sue. Hope tomorrow is a better day for you. Sending you big hugs and love. xx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thank you Lou means a lot...

Xxxxx

[Hidden]

Hi Sue,

Hope your feeling a bit better

Wishing you well

B

xxx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thank you , I am a bit better this evening

Xx

[Cloudy146]

Hi sue ,

Hope today is better for you . I feel the same ,for me it is a feeling of shame , I don't want anyone knowing I'm ill .

Your description of emotional emptiness is spot on . Sending you a big hug and well done for getting out and sharing

Lou

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I have the shame too Lou. I don't want anyone knowing I'm ill either....

I hope your day is a good one....thank you for the input, much appreciated..

Sue xxxxxxx

[Cloudy146]

just knowing I'm not alone in my struggles help me . My logic side tells me , if you had broken your leg then you would not feel shame so why should we feel shame it's the same . Well get out today I am going to try to

[Hidden]

Yes same thoughts here..I never want anyone to know, we make it harder on ourselves I know that but we can't help who we are....I know people always say talking about it is best but it is so hard sometimes...you are definitely not alone in this...

I know how hard it can be just getting out of bed...although I find if I go for a little walk it does help...

I do have faith that it will get better, we have to realise it takes time and you need to nurture yourself, have a lovely bubble bath...

Thinking of you I hope you feel better as the day goes on..I guess working on your relationship is hard when you don't feel well, but I believe we can do it,

Definitely blogging and asking questions on here helps..

Thinking of you

Sue xxx

[bonkerswoman]

Please don't worry about not working. It isn't as important as some people think. We don't have to fit into other peoples' 'norm'. It's all so tough being in a society with rigid rules, and it ain't necessarily society that is right.xx

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Thank you

Sue

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