Afternoon guys how's everyone doing today?
My first day of no work and its not been great. Just been thinking about everything and analysing my situation. So I'm not exactly in the best of moods. I'm trying to be positive or at least look it as I'm looking after my niece today, but I'm not sure how good I'm doing. Just can't get motivated to do anything. We have jut been relaxing and watching movies, but I'm not getting into nothing just listening to the noises in the background really.
Finding it hard today I'm really missing my ex more that I have in the last few days. Just struggling to get past this.
I'm out this weekend with friends and family to celebrate my birthday so there will probably be drink involved just not sure if a drunk me is a good idea at the minute. That's all I need is to be drunk and emotional.
Hopefully tomorrow will be easier as I'm taking niece out swimming and for lunch so that should keep me busy.