Stopped for a coffee before I go at 2pm to complete some voluntary work for a couple of hours....I truly have had to force myself here, I feel like crap!! Feel like a bloody moaner, but it's no good lying can't seem to pull myself out of it, trying so very hard though....
Grateful for this site once again and the lovely people on here...
Never had lows like these before!
Feel I'm a bloody bind to my daughter who is lovely, why should she have to have me around being bloody miserable, I am usually the one making her laugh, now I probably make her cry.
Forwarded my medical note for ESA this morning..not sure how that will work, I had a 12week sanction due with JSA as I left work voluntarily, I'm hoping the sanction is less on ESA....not managed to pack in smoking it's just too much to take on at the minute, but paying for them is not helping my savings....
Hope I feel better for Friday supposed to be going to a friends for her birthday bash..I should go...
Best wishes to all from a peed off with myself sue xxx
in the present, drink slowly, look around all is well. Leave the worries for later.
When you like to please people this is the worst illness you can have......
Feel abit useless atm
