Just got back from my weekend away...all in all it was good and I'm amazed I did it really.....
The journey back gave me some anxious feelings for the first couple of hours..
Now I'm wondering what I do to stop this loneliness .....
When I think of going back to the workplace I feel sick....so not going to be ready for a job just yet...
Im glad you had a great time and well done with a big pat on the back.
I'm lonely too as my OH works long hours. I looked on job site the other day as I must have been feeling cocky lol. I'm sooo not ready, just looking made all the old feelings of anxiety and being bullied come flooding back.
We will get there one day, I can't wait 
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Hiya.
Yes got that worrying about bullying bit too....can't cope with that....
I can't wait to feel better either, would like to get involved in all the usual stuff, meet someone but I feel sad because I don't really go anywhere to meet someone, I mean where the hell do you go....feel like I'm gong to be left on the shelf
I hate feeling lonely....
Xxxxx
Hi Sue,
Welcome back, we all missed you, and ended up making cakes with muffin hence the new picture.
Jobs.........deal with that when you feel better, worrying about them now wont help at all.
We seem to want to solve every problem going when anxious, yet even a perfect person (if there was such a thing ) couldn't do that. One job at a time, all these things come, in there own time.
When the right time comes you will meet someone special, I'm sure of that.
Wishing you well
B
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Thank you B
Appreciate your comments they make sense
Sue x
Hey Mrs
Glad youre back safely.................
Im feeling really really lonely at the min and its horrible so I empathise with you!!
And its very frustrating when you just want to be normal!!
Anyway I hope you feel not so lonely soon!!
Ker xx
I hope so too , it's a horrible feeling loneliness, you can have lots of friends and family and still feel it...
Hope you feel better soon too
Xxxx
Hi Sue, I'm so glad i went well! I was looking at jobs the other day and started feeling panicky and had to stop, im not ready either! But you have made such a positive achievement in going this weekend and staying xx
Thank you psych grad....
It's good to know others feel the same and your not on your own with it
Xxx
Really glad you had a good time. I'm sure this is a positive thing and things will be on the up for you from now on. You've just got to take it one step at a time.
Hope you manage to enjoy the rest of the week too
Blown away! 
Feel like breath taken away
Will my palpitations ever go away?
Walking Away From CMHT
Away from home
