Yesterday I had to go to the doctors as they are keeping an eye on my medication. I told him about my step-son asking if I wanted to be sectioned! I told the doctor that I was getting to the point where I felt I just needed to say what people want to here.
He did talk to me about going into hospital voluntary but I've said no, I don't want to go there again. He has promised to do everything he can to help me stay in my own home.
I have bereavement counselling today.