well well after all the years spent been scared to death and helpless ..i still feel that why.I had a thought (is it my dna is it indeed genetic. The hell that is anxiety has been with me since i was 20 years old .. don't no why it came
... i just no it did and it came with a bang!! but as i look back over my life i can see it started with the on set of my first marriage it was 1980 and yes what happened in that marriage could be the reason for the on set of the enemy with in . But what has made it live with me ..like an old friend ..