Hey All,
I looked for a grief support group on here but couldn’t find one. I decided just to post on here.
I lost my favorite brother in late January due to liver cancer and multiple myeloma. It was devastating to me as we were so close growing up.
My big brother is now in hospice and is expected to die in the next 2 weeks. He has copd and heart failure. He took me on the only vacations I had growing up.
I’m not dealing with this well at all. I’m ignoring my feelings and pretending this isn’t happening. I’m stuffing it because I am scared and it feels like a bad dream.
Just yesterday I thought oh I should call my brother and let him know our oldest brother was dying. I miss his voice, I’m the youngest of the family.
any advice on how to come to terms with my feelings? I’m now fearing who’s next.
I’ve lost a lot of people but not so dam close together. It’s just not fair.
thanks for reading
💔😢