Well I thought I'd finished a cycle of cluster headaches and tapering off the tablets that are meant to help stop them.These headaches are quite rare, but impact my whole life again at the moment, the pain involved is absolutely brutal, and I've had a few other ailments along the way , but this tops them all.
They often occur whilst asleep, and every nerve ending is on edge, the pain is absolutely vile, and cluster headaches are a different beast, not to be confused with migraines, doctors only can go off your notes, and often takes a neurologist to give you a diagnosis, also they give you a self injecting pen to try and stop a full blown attack.
The strangest thing about these headaches are I'm normally woken up by a dream, perhaps there's a hormone released when I'm dreaming and this set's an attack on, you start to feel hot, and then the crushing pain begins at the top of your head, and then works it way to the eyeball, it's only one side of your head, but the pressure makes your eyeball " squeak " and your nostril gets blocked, the intensity of this pain is something I can't describe, I'm a tough cookie, but this is why they are called.
" suicide headaches " the fallout and the symptoms leave you exhausted and often it's a lonely place dealing with them, I actually dread going to bed, well thanks for looking in, and anyone else who suffering along the way, take care all of you 😀