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God why won’t you rescue me?
What are you doing or more accurately why aren’t you doing anything?
You’ve turned a deaf ear and a blind eye to my cries for help.
The heavens are shut off to me.
I cry for help
I cry for rescue
Yet nothing changes
Except for growing worse
Nothing I touch works
Nothing I touch prospers
Whatever I try fails
My only success is continuing to fail
I’m beyond the end of my rope
I’m off the edge of a cliff
How long will this last
Why won’t it end
Depression is a brain fog that just won’t lift
No focus
No motivation
No direction
I’m tired
I’m exhausted
I’m worn out
I need a win
Anxiety paralyzes my brain
Drains my emotions
Overwhelms my senses
The smallest thing sets me off
Numb
Angry
Overwhelmed
All at the same time
Fear
Stress
Racing thoughts
All making noise in my head
I want to quit
I want to sleep
I want to do nothing
Why is life like this
What have I done to deserve this
Why am I cursed
Why have friends left
Am I just worthless
Nevertheless I rise
I rise each day
I do my best
I strive
Daily
Hourly
Each minute
Each moment
Success and failure
Failure and success
Such is life
Such is reality
Onward and upward I climb
For my family
For myself
I strive
Step by step
Even if I have to crawl
Even when I fall backwards
I strive
Daily I fight my demons
They will not win in the end
I did not get this way overnight
I will not win overnight
I will seek beauty where possible
I will seek life where possible
I will find beauty in the moment
I will find life in the moment
These demons will not win
They will not beat me
I will overcome
I will win
I will win the moments
I will win the hours
I will win the days
I will win the years
I will rebuild
I will overcome
Not through my own strength
But for me I will wait on and rely on God
He will give me strength
He will give me hope
He will bring comfort
He will bring healing
Numb
cruel world maybe triggering.
Bad anxiety, I feel so overwhelmed 
