Went for a walk

[Rufus07]

below 20 degrees, dark , alone. Wondered what it would feel like if someone came up behind me and slashed my throat. Would I bleed out or would it freeze.

[Rufus07]

wow! What a morbid thought!

[Rufus07 in reply to Rufus07]

Sorry for that

[casablancalover14 in reply to Rufus07]

I hope you are feeling better today!☺️

[Rufus07 in reply to casablancalover14]

The thoughts are going, but this depression is really kicking my butt!

[Hidden]

I also have horrible intrusive thoughts like this ! Often sometimes. It's a lot ..and really gets to ya. Did something upset you to cause these thoughts? I'm here to listen and talk

[Rufus07 in reply to Hidden]

Nothing upset me….it just popped into my head. I’m sure with it being dark didn’t help

[Hidden in reply to Rufus07]

The dark can make some people worse

[kenster1]

Maybe a trigger warning is needed for the post.

[Dolphin14 in reply to kenster1]

Kenster

Good thinking.

It is kind of a shocking thought. It does show how the mind can mess with us.

Better to be safe with a TW

❤️🐬

[Rufus07 in reply to kenster1]

You are correct. That was my fault. I’m sorry

[Hidden in reply to Rufus07]

It's ok. It probably slipped your mind. It happens. But it is prefered for things like this. Because it could possibly trigger someone else to start feeling that same way. But again, it's alright it probably didn't cross your mind. 💖

[Rufus07 in reply to kenster1]

it was. I’m sorry.

[Dolphin14]

Yikes

I have walked many times alone in the dark.

I'm thinking we probably shouldn't be doing this.

❤️🐬

[Rufus07 in reply to Dolphin14]

I was in a very bad place last night and stormed out. I shouldn’t have gone alone.

[Hidden in reply to Rufus07]

I also storm off at times and walk alone in the dark. Not worrying about the things that could possibly go wrong, being a young woman in all. It's not safe today

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

In that mindset, when I'm up mad or upset, I don't care and it just doesn't phase me. Even though i shouldn't go alone at night. So it's understandable in a way