I am looking for a friend

[Alidenkaw]

I am female and 38 years old. I am hurting similar to others but am here looking for a friend. I need someone who understands the hurt but who is willing to do the work to help themselves...someone who would like a new friend and would like to be a friend. Anyone?

[Shanty1234]

I'm here to listen

[Uglyskinmonkey]

Im here too if you need anything

[Hidden]

I feel the hurt like you do…you are not alone….I’ve had it for years…it never goes away…..24/7…to survive I have learned to feel nothing …don’t let this happen to you….life is supposed to be an adventure…the hurt made me a prisoner….seek professional help….I’m sorry for you…..I can explain further if you want…Kevin

[Dolphin14]

Alidenkaw

Welcome to the community.

There are many people here to support you

When you use the forum you get the advantage of many people offering you suggestions.

Over time we find certain people to bond with. We do suggest for safety reasons that you don't rush into pm with strangers, that's what we all are right now.

Wishing you the best

🐬

[Rituals]

Hi I’m here if you need to talk. Feel free to message me.

[hypercat54]

Hi I agree with Dolphin. Not everyone is who they say they are online so for safety reasons its best to suss people out on the main forum first before going into pm with them.

Practice caution and stay safe online.

[gerrerd]

You got a friend.🫠

[Formula1fan]

You will find so many great people here who are non-judgmental and understanding from a patient point of view. You will find friends, support and help,,,you will soon see you are not alone. I have found opening up and talking about what I am experiencing is a really good start.

[Alidenkaw]

Hi all. I was extremely depressed yesterday. Had not been that way since when I was depressed (age 16-32). I got spiritual and relieved the depression. I was very hopeful for the world's future as well as my own future. It has only gotten worse. I have been experiencing a lot of death lately including the death of my father this month unexpectedly.

Last year I moved out of state and took a job that lied about promoting easy, it is a long arduous process and have not heard back on 3 positions since January. The job is a repeat of what I don't want. I really want to be an entrepreneur but am my own enemy. I am stuck here because I bought a house and have no time off. I cannot go home to mourn with my family until the service next month. My friends and acquaintances have been silent. I was the type of friend that was there for hards times but nobody wanted to hear mine. I was also the friend who needed me time being an introvert and neglected the socializing part. I have also never been in a romantic relationship because of my fears.

I thought being independent and having my own home would make me happy. It is hard to live on your own there are things I don't know how to do, do not have money to hire for and am in decision fatigue and indecision about making updates to the home.

Right now, I just want to go back home but cannot.

I am also not motivated to purse my entrepreneurial dreams because of past blockages and as well as recent happenings and realizations. What is the point. I lost a significant person and the world is not getting any better. I thought it would get better in 2024 and onward. My business ideas have to do with helping the world.