Starting over again..

[Nezzy7437]

Does anyone else here just get tired of pulling yourself together again and again? Trying to build your life back up is hard enough as it is but with mental health disorders it seems impossible

[Nezzy7437]

Asking and venting I suppose lol

[Zaid07]

How is your day going?

[Nezzy7437 in reply to Zaid07]

Today is a bit better baby steps lol hbu?

[Eggy386]

yeah I’m pretty tired of it at this point lol. And each time it seems like a bigger hole to dig myself out of.

First time I fell apart, I was still able to get myself through college and had friends/life. 2nd time, I was still able to crawl through a job and driving, and had a couple people I could talk to. 3rd (current) time, I can’t drive, have barely a remote job, and no friends lol.

Seems to just be compounding as I fear the worst, and then the worst comes. I guess that’s where “manifestation” comes into play - that got myself in it, and will maybe get myself out of it

[Nezzy7437 in reply to Eggy386]

Man we're in the same spot lol being agoraphobic really makes it difficult. I try to keep that "i can't get myself out of it" mindset but when you can't even leave the house and you just got kicked out of the one you've lived in for 4 years I thank that I have my parents to help. I know a lot of people aren't lucky enough to have that support

[Eggy386 in reply to Nezzy7437]

Oh yeah I’m so lucky for my parents right now, or else I don’t know where I would be. I moved back with them in August cause I quit my job due to mental/physical health reasons and couldn’t afford my apartment of 3 years anymore

[Nezzy7437 in reply to Eggy386]

It's rough out there. Cost of living is ridiculous and as much as we would like to believe the awareness for mental health has increased it hasn't enough. If you need someone to chat to feel free to message me it seems like we have a lot in common